Could I Truly Already Look Pregnant?

It's two weeks away from my very first OB-GYN appointment since learning about my pregnancy, and I am getting anxious. I know, totally out of character for me, right?

I have of course been googling everything from "When will I start to show?" to "When can I first feel the baby move?" whenever the thought pops up. My latest concern is how much of a pooch I have already, even though I'm supposedly not supposed to be showing for another few weeks. My stomache wasn't the flattest to begin with, but I already look pregnant, and according to the blogs I've been reading, that's much earlier than I'm supposed to be showing.

This of course lead to worrying about how much weight I'm going to gain, whether I am truly just a few weeks in like I think I am, and whether there just might be more than one baby in there.

And there more I google and the more I know, the more freaked out I'm getting that this pregnancy is not "normal" even though I've read over and over that it's different for every woman.

What I also know is that these feelings of worry are only going to get worse as this pregnancy goes on, as it's in my nature. Deep breaths, Erika. Deep breaths.